the reason behind the words...

Words always seem to come out better on paper than they do aloud. A hundred times I have thought about starting this blog, and a hundred times I have decided not to. People deal with things in their own personal way... mine is putting words onto paper, writing about it, and expressing my feelings or opinions in a way that involves sharing it with others. I have decided to write this blog for those that cannot do the same. There are families that pray for a child, and years later their prayers are answered. Then there are so many families in this world that pray for child and a child never comes. This blog is for you. I write for those of you that suffer daily and cannot face to talk about your struggles. This blog is for those of you that dread the "When are you going to have a baby?" question or your usual "You're next!" You know who you are... you smile and say, "We will see!" when deep inside you cringe with every thought of the unknowing. 

This blog starts the beginning of our journey (we pray short journey), but we want to share it with you. We hope that our thoughts and prayers will help others who might be going through the same thing we are facing. We hope that we are able to bring you comfort, peace, joy, and laughter along the way. This blog will consist of our trials and hopefully triumphs along the way... doctors' visits, medicines, personal thoughts, and most of all our prayers. This is our story. Please join us in prayer as we start our journey to become Mommy & Daddy! 

Steven and I will both be writing so if you see writing in pink that's me typing, blue for Steven, and grey for both of us :)